My biggest fear

Came true today... They couldn't find the heartbeat.

I am crushed.

Party over heeeerrrrreeeee

Today was a celebration in the office! :) We celebrated the 4th, and 2 birthdays. Although I ate very well, my tummy is protesting, and I feel sick as a dog. I stayed away from the fried chicken! And the cake! and bread!! I just ate a plain hamburger patty. oh well, Jelly just didn't like it.


I'm still waiting to hear about the retail space though. The website still just says the finalists, but it's really cool to see Sugar Mama's listed there as a top 10 finalist!



Yesterday, Nichole and I were talking about buying a little tux (possibly) for a wedding I'm going to next year.




I thought that was the cutest thing, and I remembered how adorable little Carlos looked at our wedding and sent her a photo. that led to questions about where I got the bling :) I explained all about my amazing friends from Nordstrom - Miami. This is them (at our actual wedding on May 5, 2005, at 5:55 p.m.) We had the best small backyard bbq by Carlos and Tracy's pool, with a beautiful view of all the big star's homes along the water (Shaq's house was directly across the water LOL).

After telling her about them, I missed them SO much and had this huge hole in my heart. I picked up the phone and called Patricia, Debbie, and Carlos. (Unfortunately Michael and Jeff are in Texas somewhere and I have no idea where to find them!)

After talking with Carlos less that 3 seconds, he said "you're pregnant, I can hear it in your voice." LOL amazing!! :) He knew.

We plan to see each other in mid August. I hope I can work it out to have Debbie and Patricia there too! I miss them all so very much.